Family.

Editors note: I plan to change the writing style until further notice. Thank you. :).

"Family –noun 1. a basic social unit consisting of parents and their children, considered as a group, whether dwelling together or not: the traditional family."

It seems to be something about Sundays.
Maybe it's the fact that I go to a larger church and get to see many people together at once.
Maybe it's the fact that there seems to be a common theme of that the entire family goes to church instead of only the saved ones.
Maybe it's the fact that I am part of a larger family called the "Invisible Church."
Maybe it's because I long for one of my own.
Maybe it's because I wish that I was a part of a family that took me to church.

Nevertheless. I notice them; every Sunday, and the thought never escapes me.

So today I pray:

God, mold my heart to have your desires. Make the desire of my heart to have a family align to your desire, and please at some point I wish to have one. Shed all the selfish reasons that I want one and turn my soul to strive to use it to solely glorify You. Amen.

Morning.

it's just one of those nights.

to lie in bed

and think all about

the quiet things that no one ever knows.

New Beginnings.

So far:

Best year of my life.

New Motto:

God has Moved, now it's my turn.

Realization:

I am a part of a Global community.

New Fact:

I really can do anything through Christ that strengthens me.

Blessings:

Every single person that is in my life, to the ones I see in passing to the ones that I can spend days with. Thank you.

Struggles:

Focus. Determination. Stength for what is Right. Knowing that sometimes it's God business not mine.

Hope:

That I can carry the name of Jesus.

Mission:

In EVERYTHING acknowledge Him, and He will direct my path.

I think this will be a great year.